Damn Regret

Sit, pretend, and listen to the sound of your concious playing a melody to persuade you to let go of that damn regret. You regret it once or twice, the feeling starts out nice, then you think of it in spite, damn regret. It's in the past, there's nothing ahead to be seen, so let go of these damn regrets. Can't change the past but you can mold your future, just be bold and let go of these regrets, damn regret.

Heart-Ache

Somedays I lay awake
Writing of heart-ache
& as the time flies by
I close my eyes.
The burning of my eyes
Symbolizes my tired side
Yet the burning of my heart
It tears me apart

Solace in a Bottle

Solace in a bottle that's clear in colour, warm up my chest and help me forget. I'll hold you close to me, drunken with this warm fire in my chest. I can count on you to be clear and pure, cause she was just a ghost of a good thing, but I believed in it so much. Tonight I'll use this bottle to chase away the ghost of that once good thing. Tears cloud my eyes as this clear liquor says my last good-bye.

Hollywood Ending

Twisted, mangled and broken with sirens and lights all around, yet I couldn't hear a sound. Just like a scene from a horrific movie, this was the Hollywood ending of my life as I knew it.

"The street lights were carrying me home through the night when a drunken driver almost ended my life. I was living on the bright side, when all of a sudden it went black and white. Officer, tell me, why is it so quiet."

As the policeman tried to answer, nothing, not even a slight whisper rolled off his tongue though his mouth seemed to be moving slower than ever. His attention deviated elsewhere, and he began to think to himself.

"It's times like these that I turn my back on my faith, with all its pieces on the floor, like this broken glass covering the dashboard. Lord, please tell me why I'm here tonight. Why's everything so blurry? Did someone turn off the street lights or am I losing my sight? Please Lord, help me fight for my life."

"Son can you hear me? What day is it?" the policeman frantically asked me, trying to keep me conscious until the ambulance came to try to be my rescue. With so many things running through my mind it was hard to answer that simple question, "what day is it?" It was Saturday, but I couldn't help but think of what the day actually was. Ironically enough, when the accident occurred, I happened to be listening to the song, Stay or Leave by Dave Matthews. It sang of my life as it was tonight, so my answer to the policeman coincided with the song.

"Today's the day she left. Did I do all that I could to keep her happy? I mean, I remember when we would dance, we'd dance all night and everyone wanted to be us... yet now we're broke, done, out for the count. Why? I mean what caused this... just seems like yesterday, yesterday we were happy as two can be..."

No matter how loud I tried to talk, it seemed he couldn't hear a word I was saying...

I began to pray, asking the Lord why it had to be this way

Futile At Best

I'm the shadow of a man
Though flawed in many ways
I look up to Your heavenly rays

And so rarely in this world
Are chances given twice,
So tell me, why was I so nice?

Was I wrong to ask this much of you?
Just know my words are true,
I would have shined for you.

Mark my words,
Somethings about to break,
You've got one last dance, so take a chance.

I gotta push the peddle down,
Punch it to the floor,
Just to gently knock on your door.

I tried so hard,
Yet my attempts,
Were futile at best.

So I guess this is good-bye
After all these broken lies,
It's good-bye.

The Seasons

- The Seasons -
You can change the world, but it will change again. You can change yourself and stay true till the very end. Everything starts with one step; so begin in the right direction. Things don’t always make sense at this point in our lives, but the knowledge comes in the form of the changing of the seasons. Take a walk outside and listen to the breeze as it floats through the leaves of the trees, it'll tell you the secrets kept of the world, and someday you'll figure it out.

- “Focus is a constant to life, but it positive must be in order to succeed.” - Matt Shannon

The Love/Hate Impulse

One of the most amazing things that we as humans have in us is what we've call love. It's not an emotion that is needed for survival, that emotion is lust. So why are we embedded with such an overwhelming feeling such as love if it is not a necessity for us to survive? It's such a complex emotion that changes many people's life each day. Love can bind two people together, while it's opposite condition will further the distance. I can say I'm pretty sure that I've felt the feeling of love and hate so far in life. Both of which are very complex and intense emotions. Hate does not aid the survival of life either, so why do we feel both of these emotions? An argument can be made talking about why we feel these emotions involving Jesus and the Devil, but since such things dealing with religion are perceptive, and change from person to person, it's save to say that argument is perceptive to your own belief on religion with heaven or hell. How did such complex emotions come to be?

confusion

who know life and death could
switch lanes so fast when
we're going down a two way road,
moving in slow motion.

how you can be driving down that road
and have death cross the line
and take a life so unexpectedly..


so unexpectedly...
usually life crosses over to death,
death doesn't cross over to take life,
so why was this the case last night?

last night, one of my good friends had something
taken from him that mean the world to him.
I'd never met her, but from how he talked about
her, she meant the world to him, as anyone who
knew him would agree. a friend that night during
our game told me that they were "perfect for each other"
what could cause something so drastic and life changing?

it hit close to home, and showed me how
the precious things in life that mean the most
to us, can come and go with out warning,
without saying a word. leaving us dumbfounded as to why.
we're in this life once, and its up to us
to live for God. We don't know when our time will come.
Will you be satisfied with your relationship with God
if you weren't able to better it tomorrow?

playing the hand you're dealt

Majority of our life is how we deal with certain situations. I'm still relatively young in life, though I've noticed how much attitude can impact our lives every day. I love baseball because to be successful, you must be able to mentally control yourself. If a hitter fails 70 percent of the time, he's considered successful. So much of the game is based on failure that the only people continuing to play at the professional level are able to control their attitudes and harness that energy and use it in the right way. In life, we're constantly being put in different situations, and how we grow and learn from those situations is based off our attitude toward them. No matter how bad a situation might seem, there are positive things to be learned, even if it's through the negative things.

Essay on Climate Change

Media Hyped Warming?

Our planet, since its emergence, has gone through climate changes in a never-ending cycle. There’s not much debate about whether or not our climate changes naturally, since the facts are so prevalent. Instead the argument is over whether or not climate change is being sped up or triggered by the human race. The factors causing climate change have been discussed and looked at in many debates. While there truly isn’t a scientific consensus on climate change, there is historical and present day evidence to show climate change is mainly caused primarily by solar activity, probably not CO₂ emissions or greenhouse gasses.

Climate change is a phenomenon that has been happening since the beginning of the earth’s existence. Looking at the history of climate change gives better insight to what can be expected in the future along with probably causes for these temperature increase and decreases. Author Dennis Avery, in his article titled “Global Warming Benefits Life on Earth”, talks about how scientists in the past have noted a climate change or global warming during the Roman and Medieval periods. Evidence of past climate changes have been found in tree rings of the time period and have also been found in Arctic glaciers. The term global warming is used more often than climate change, though climate change is the more correct term to use. Global warming is a part of climate change, but regardless, the climate is always in a state of change. This change can cause warming in some parts of the world, while a slightly cooler temperature in other areas of the world.

On the whole, CO₂ is blamed for the climate change that scientist believe we are presently undergoing. Taking a look at the molar content per volume of the gases that make up our atmosphere gives a better view on the amount of CO₂ that is actually in our atmosphere. These numbers are always very slightly changing, but keep the relative ratio to each other. Our atmosphere is comprised of roughly 78% nitrogen, 21% oxygen, 0.93% argon, 1% water vapor and 0.038% CO₂. “Most of the one-half-degree Centigrade of warming that has occurred in the last one-hundred years took place before 1940-before humanity put very much CO₂ into the air. Thus there is strong evidence that the two are unconnected,” wrote Dennis Avery in an article titled “The Effects of Global Warming Will Be Beneficial.” A paragraph in this article that was written in 2002, explains how researchers created a computer program to compute an accurate weather system that was a more accurate then its predecessors. This new model shows a mere 2 degree Centigrade rise in temperature that is projected for this next century. Two degrees Centigrade may sound like a lot, but compared to warming trends in history, it’s not.

In the same article, Avery talks about how between the time periods of 900 A.D. and 1300 A.D. there was a warming phenomena of 4 to 7 degrees Fahrenheit. Models trying to predict the climate change taking place in this twenty-first century are roughly the same as that 4 to 7 degree Fahrenheit rise in temperature during the 900 A.D. and 1300 A.D. time period. Humans were not able to produce as much CO₂ then as we are producing now, yet the climate changes are very similar. Therefore, many experts do not blame a warming climate change on CO₂ in the atmosphere, especially when the amount of CO₂ in the atmosphere is roughly a minuscule 0.038%.

Equally important to ruling out CO₂ as a major cause of climate change is how warmer temperatures have created and will create beneficial weather for life to grow and prosper. Fred Singer, author of the article “Global Warming Is not a Serious Environmental Threat”, touches on the benefits of a warmer climate change, “Agriculture will be aided because crops will grow faster and sturdier. There will be slightly warmer winters with no effect on summers.” “Natural Factors Cause Global Warming”, written by John Carlisle, has a paragraph within the article about how warmer temperatures brought prosperity in the past,

“Between 6500 and 3500 B.C., the temperature increased from 58° F to 62° F. This is the warmest the Earth has been during the Holocene (from present day, till the most recent 10000 year history), which is why scientists refer to the period as the Holocene maximum. Since the temperature of the Holocene maximum is close to what global warming models project for the Earth by 2100, how Mankind faired during the era is instructive. The most striking fact is that it was during this period that the Agricultural Revolution began in the Middle East, laying the foundation for civilization. Yet, Greenhouse theory proponents claim the planet will experience severe environmental distress if the climate is that warm again.” (Carlisle)

Another example of a climate change increasing in temperature being beneficial to the time is the Medieval Warm Period. The Medieval Warm Period was a time of prosperous growth. The slightly warmer temperatures were perfect for better crops, and more favorable farming conditions. This meant less time was spent on the farms to produce the food, while that extra time could be spent learning and making new inventions, and pushing the society forward. Relating to warming periods, Dennis Avery stated that, “Prosperity, fostered by the abundant crops and lower death rates, stimulated a huge outpouring of human creativity-in engineering, trade, architecture, religion, art, and practical invention.

The media has a huge influence on the popular population opinion, and is always one of the first to talk about the current global warming issue. From 1895 until the mid 1920’s, the media spoke of an up and coming ice age. Then since the 1930’s up until late 1950’s the media changed their view and talked about an impending global warming. James M. Inhofe spoke about the media’s changing views by saying this in his article “Global Warming Is Media-Hyped Hysteria”, “This makes modern global warming the fourth estate’s fourth attempt to promote opposing climate change fears during the last 100 years.” The media as a whole has changed its opinion about the climate changes over the past 100 years a lot, which has many experts on the topic denouncing the media given opinion.

Many experts and scientists give the idea that climate change is natural. They argue that it is natural because our climate’s temperature depends on the solar activity, sun spot activity, and the strength of the sun’s magnetic field. Quoting Robert Royal in his article “Global Warming May Not Be Caused by Human Activity,” he says,

“Then, there is 1816-the Year Without a Summer- still not entirely understood, but partly due to what scientists call the Dalton Minimum, a low cycle of solar magnetic activity, actually one of several in the period known as the Little ice Age…”

Natural warming and cooling of the earth has occurred in the past before any human related activities put CO₂ into the atmosphere. “First, much of the warming occurred before 1940-before 80 percent of the CO₂ from human activities was added to the air,” said Sallie Baliunas, author of the article “Greenhouse Gas Emissions Need Not Be Reduced.”

On the other hand, the burning of fossil fuels to create certain gases such as CO₂ and methane are proven to insulate heat, not letting it escape the earth’s atmosphere. Union of Concerned Scientists wrote an article entitled “The Theory of Global Warming Is Scientifically Credible,” and in the article they had this to say,

“For one thing, it is quit clear that certain gases, such as carbon dioxide and methane, play a crucial role in determining the earth’s climate by preventing heat from escaping the atmosphere. Researchers have also been able to document that the increased concentration of such gases in the atmosphere results from human activities such as the burning of fossil fuels, deforestation and land degradation, cattle ranching, and rice farming.”

They further go on to say that, “The current best estimate is that a doubling of carbon dioxide concentrations from preindustrial levels will cause temperatures to rise between 1.8 and 6.3 degrees Fahrenheit.”

In addition to the gases that work like insulation, keeping heat within our atmosphere, there are many scientists concerned with health situations that may be caused by a climate change. Some parts of the world may experience long droughts while other areas might experience massive rain storms. No matter what the climate change brings, health is a topic looked closely by the major experts on this topic. Bruce Agnew quotes an environmental health expert, Dr. Carlos Corvalan, in his article “The Potential Effects of Global Warming on Human Health,” “But several major conclusions are clear…’We are also concerned that the health impacts of global warming will strike hardest at developing nations, particularly the poorest.’” Bruce Agnew believes that with climate change will be a big threat to the health and safety of the human population.

Finally, climate change is being looked at as a threat to the national security of the United States. Peter Schwartz, author of “Global Warming Poses a Looming Threat to the Security of the United States,” has this to say on the subject, “Massive changes in weather and ocean current patterns caused by global warming will make the horrors of terrorist attacks, and even the world wars of the twentieth century pale in comparison.” Schwartz and other experts are concerned about how a climate change will impact the food supply, the human ability to maintain composure and adapt to the situation, along with being able to access energy sources and clean water. No one alive today has seen yet to see the climate change as much as some experts are predicting it will. Peter Schwartz continues in his article to say, “As a result, the implications for national security outlined in this report are only hypothetical. The actual impact would vary greatly depending on the nuances of the weather conditions, the adaptability of humanity, and decisions by policy makers.”

All in all, both sides of the topic of climate change have valid arguments. If a random person went out on the streets all around the country and asked every day run of the mill people which side they believed to be true, there wouldn’t be a clear consensus. There are still new ideas floating around that man scientists are playing with as to what may or may not cause this phenomenon. As new technology emerges, and people are better able to understand the climate of the past, there will be a more concise answer to this widely debated subject. It doesn’t matter what side one person may pick to be on for now, what is important is that climate change has been documented many times in history, and no matter what stance you take on the issue, there is the possibility of a big change in the climate in the life time of especially the younger generation alive today. The human ability to adapt to different climates and different situations is an important aspect of life, especially while talking about going through a major climate change. Never get too dependent on the climate because with little or no warning, the climate may change very rapidly leaving some out in the cold.

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Cheers to the Played

I heard about last night, and how beautiful she said you looked. (When doesn’t she look beautiful?) I stayed up late and thought about my life with and without you, and then I scratched thousands of words into my new notebook, knowing nothing I could every write would change your mind, but still I tried. Writing your name on top of every page sank my heart quicker than the quickest quick sand ever could. I was just a fish in your sea, being kept by your side, following your allure. I put too much into the chase I know, but it’s wrong to be lead on in that equivocal way. I heard that you were into some new guy, and well, I felt so lonely inside. But as it turns out, that was the beginning of the end of it, so cheers for finally being free.